Monday, December 19, 2005

Just look up and Smile!

I wonder sometimes what the sky beholds with it being a magnificent canvas and the pallette of colors that graces every inch that the eye can see. Sunrises and sunsets are wonderdul to indulge in, but the moon lit sky can be at times be the most comforting sight. There is an honest to goodness innocence and simplity that a moonlit sky has. The more I look at the moon, the more I wonder what is truly representative of happiness. Taking the time to look is proabably one of most satisfying things one can do without having to spend so much money. Just look up and smile =).

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Brownies and Fried Cheeses Makes the World go Around

Typing away at my lapytop as I like to call it, though I rarely use it on my lap....go figure. Anyways the evening has been crisp, like a stalk of celery from the crisping drawer. The definite snap of life coming into play, and with the Christmas lights all things are a go. Sometimes last minute things are a pleasure to behold, since there is always a spark of spontineity. Every minute holds a potential event that will always truly be memorable if one choose to remember. Does it really matter what location the event happens, or is it dependent on how we approach it? What is it? It can be anything. What is anything? Anything is what we make it! See the cyclical pattern. Music all around and voices heard on high, a wonderful treat to be shared by all, such as brownies and fried cheeses. The littlest things are the ones the packs the biggest surprises. So it must be said that letting all things be is what makes! Each breath we take is a moment that we take with us and to take each new breath is a direction forward. How sweet the sound, the voices that fill our hearts, and the company we keep afterwards. Brownies and fried cheeses can make the world go around, but most importantly is our love for one another that keeps us wanting more. Anyone want some brownies or fried cheeses....they are quite good.

Friday, December 09, 2005

When All You Can Do Is Ask

So like this thing never gets updated, and anything that does appear on this damn thing tends to be some heartfelt profound piece of ____________(please insert a word of your choice). Ok well some things are good to talk about, but some things can become like an old freaking record. Yeah.....Thats Right! Old and freaking and record...yeah thats it. Simplicty is something to be cherished, but in moderation as with all things. Experts, friends, family, even the cherished beloved pet says that same thing, "moderation is the key and with patience comes two fold." Sometimes it should not even be an issue, and to continue to think about things doesn't help either. Living is not meant to be pondered, and I may have mentioned it in an earlier and less frustrating entry. Life sometimes can be so complex that its easy to get lost in it, and at times loose touch with what really matters. Then there is the question "what matters?" Life sometimes seems to defy the laws of anything, such all things follow that path of least resistance, or at least thats what they say in physics. Yet if you follow the human mind, I try not to, darn thing still owes for that caramel apple, anyways... the human mind tends to pick the path of greatest resistence, or at least that is my experience. There is so much turbulence, yet it is easy to be stuck in it. Negativity seemingly enough likes to rear its ugly little head into the hearts of those who asks too many questions. Questions where the answer is right in front of you, yet there is no acknowledgment of the exsistence of the answer. To study or be an expert in something can sometimes be a blessing or a curse, its just a matter where the coin lands and which side you picked.

Much Better....still searching for that pavement!

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

What Now!

Summer is finally here and I have been at my job for a year and things are coming into perspective....well sort of. It is quite easy to loose track of time and how important it can be. Time cannot be viewed as a constraint nor as a countdown to the inevitable. It has been too easy to slip into the mentality that things must be done now or else the chance will be missed or things may never pass our way ever again. The beauty of life is not knowing what is coming our way, not to say living in oblivion is ideal, but knowing too much can be chaotic. There needs to be balance, and acceptance with uncertainty which for me has been unsettling. Little by little I have come to terms that what ever happens happens, with guidance from the Lord things will fall into place. I have always known this from experience, that you need to let time take its course, yet I keep failing to keep that in mind. There is no reason to be in hurry, nor is it healthy to rush things. I find it that when things are sped up so many things are lost...missed! There is failure to slow down and take a real good look around us. For some reason I feel that I need to slow down and put things into perspective. When things travel at the "speed of life" the most important thing to do is to look up.


Tuesday, April 12, 2005

How time flies yet it never takes off....or does it?

So its like April, and it seems that the last post according to the archive was last December. Oh how time flies!!! I almost forgot that this thing exsisted, and I shamefully have allowed too much dust to collect on the curb. Its about time I rev up the ol' street sweeper and stir things up a bit. It is almost nearly a year since I have been at my job with the rabbits of the electronic nature, and it seems like it was only yesterday that I started here. Oh how time flies!!! Yet even though it may have seem like yesterday, so much has happened that I feel somewhat different. From my calculations I am nearing the start of my 8th year here in Davis, and two years graduated from the highly efficient finacial insitution that is UC Davis. Oh my how time flies!!! I have always looked forward to the day when things all of sudden change, in which a new beginging awaits on the other side. Yet I still look for that day, hoping that I feel that some sort of accomplishment has been reached, yet I find myself still on the run way of life ready to taxi. So I do a preflight check to see whats up. Lo and behold there I am up in the sky flying, and then I make sure my instruments are correct, and yes I am up in the air. Some how I have failed to notice that I already took off, but never paid attention at point I left the ground. As I think about it more, it wasn't a failure to notice, but a choice to be blind to the fact, that I am not the same person I was a year ago. Oh how time flies!!! It is an interesting phenomenom how we try to hold on the past, in fear of meeting the future. Yet it can be done in gradual manner, as to prevent shock, and other severe bodily injuries, but thats besides the point. I see that one must not look at change as this momentous swing in time, but a gradual embrace to the future. Some times I think we look to closely at the big picture to even noitce the little tresures that makes life so much more special. Or maybe I just need to get a new perscription on my glasses....hmmm. How time flies!